Apologies

[Christopher-2010]

Everyone, I'm sorry for everything I did and for all the confusion, but I want to explain what really happened.

All the stupid things I said, including the part where I said I'll commit suicide, were just a joke and a test. I’m not stupid or immature, but it was my fault that this whole fight happened. And when I tell you the big mistake I made, you’ll honestly be surprised.

Back in 2022, I started downloading music in MP3 128 or 192 kbps. Then in November 2023, I replaced everything with MP3 320 kbps. That was because my dad didn’t want me wasting internet on high‑quality music, and if he knew I downloaded 320 kbps he’d get really angry.

Then in 2025, I got sick of MP3 320 kbps and thought WAV was the only full‑quality format. That’s why my first two requests were only for WAV. Then I started fighting with BWP because he gave me FLAC, and I thought FLAC added compression or limiting. Later I realised I was wrong — WAV and FLAC are the same quality. So then I thought maybe APM Music or the production libraries were adding limiting.

After that, I asked for CD rips in WAV or FLAC (and I still accept FLAC). But then the fights started again when I wanted a lot of Sonoton albums in CD‑rip quality, then again with NFL music, and then again with Selected Sound. I even did the Selected Sound request on purpose so you’d keep thinking I was stupid, because that’s when I realised the big mistake.

The big mistake was this: when I compared the file BWP gave me (from Cavendish Music, same as APM Music) with the MP3 320 kbps files I downloaded from YouTube, I thought the APM ones had limiting. But no — the YouTube ones were heavily changed, so the straight‑line waveform disappears, and it looks like there’s no limiter.

And that was the big mistake. I'm sorry and I hope everyone would forgive me.

Also, Retronic, Mr, and the other administrators, I’m very sorry for causing you stress. I’d like to start fresh, and this time I’ll behave appropriately and build a good, normal reputation. Could you also remove the silly requests I made.

[Yohanes Salomo]

Oh my god, you really tested us out that you got us angry, like i don't know what has this gotten to you. But, i can't believe you trolled us this whole time. But, i can't be mad at you for that, so i accept your apology, but please don't do that again. Also, yes. Both WAV and FLAC (no matter if it's ripped straight from CD or it's a digital releases from production music websites [e.g. APM, UPM, etc]) are lossless, and it's a true fact.

[Yohanes Salomo]

Anyway, you should've told us clearly, but instead you mistakenly started fighting with us, like my god! What has this gotten to you, boy? But, we did not know what you were trying to tell us, but we didn't. Also, i feel sorry for what has your dad made you. I feel sorry for what your dad has done to you like that. I mean, children should deserve respect from parents, but not being treated like this bad. But, again i'm so sorry for what your dad has done to you man. Hope it won't happen like that again. But anyway, i accept your apology also, but i feel sorry for you and your dad going through this in the past.

[Christopher-2010]

Don't blame it on my father.

[Yohanes Salomo]

Don't blame it on my father.

Geez, i wasn't. Okay? I'm just saying that i feel bad for you and your father going through this. That's all.

[DoctorDoodle19]

I don't understand why the heck you'd "test" us on crashing out on you... that actually quite bothers me.
But I guess if you'll change for the better, I'm willing to believe you and forgive.
If you do act that way again, you know there will be at least some form of consequence.
We hope you can be better than that though!